Want to Play A Game

As I’m standing there frozen, looking through the door hole staring at him, I am instantly getting wet. I’m craving for him to satisfy me, but I don’t open my door; I am too nervous. I just let him knock and watch as he does so.

Wanting to rub myself but never doing it before, I feel embarrassed, but just glancing at him; I crave all of him. He soon leaves because I don’t answer the door.

I shuffle back to my bed gasping and ask myself, what the fuck is happening to me? I have never had an infatuation like this before, but it’s like I crave him; I demand him.

I am so uneasy, I keep tossing in bed side to side. I despise the way he has influenced me no one has ever made me want something so badly before.

It’s like I am mesmerized by him, and I am waiting for him to instruct me to do whatever he wishes me to do. What the hell is wrong with me, I am clearly not his type. I have a fat ass, I guess I’m a little thicker than most girls.

I get up to get a glass of water. I go to the door and open it as silent as possible. I was maybe just wishing to see him outside in the hallway but it’s like 3:00 in the morning. I must be the only one awake in my building. I shut my door quick not wanting anybody to notice that I opened it.

Since I can’t sleep I just get ready for work. I decide to go into work early since I had to work so late yesterday. If I can get off work early hopefully Jake will come and give me the satisfaction I am waiting for.

I decide to get into the shower to start my day with a fresh start. As I am washing my body a urge comes over me. All I crave is my neighbor touching my body all over, washing me and giving me every fantasy that I desire. With that thought, I think it’s time to get out of this shower and get dressed.

I have to get out of this apartment building just so I can think about something else, besides needing to fuck my neighbor.

I am so fidgety, I go to leave my apartment it’s like 5:30 in the morning now. I go to sneak out, first I peek through my door hole no one is out there. I’m going to make a run for it. I open my door quietly, trying to slip out.

I feel like I am a teenager trying to sneak out of the house. I never did that when I was younger, I was always a good girl. I open the door and begin to tip toe out the door.

I continue to walk down the hallway, I can hear his door open. I can’t do anything, I won’t make it back to my apartment he will see me. I just stop as he is coming out the door before he sees me.

He comes walking up to me my heart skips a beat. He suddenly says, “Hi you get up early.”

I smile, “Yeah I’m getting ready to leave for work.”

He then mentions, “As you can tell I’m your new neighbor, my name is Matt.”

I bite my lip and look at him hi Matt.

“My name is Jessica but you can call me Jess or anything you would like to. I mean my name is Jessica.” He then smiles says, “Well it’s nice to officially meet you.”

” Yes, it is nice to meet you also, if you ever desire anything, I’m just down hall I always have sugar I reply.” He looks at me saying well that is always nice to know if I need sugar, I know where to go.

Well, I’ll see you later, I better go to work. As I go to walk pass him he reaches out and touches my arm sending tingles through my entire body.Belonging © NôvelDram/a.Org.

I instantly get wet, he says, “If you desire anything don’t be hesitant to ask either.”

I smile saying thank you as I bite my bottom lip trying to handle myself.

While I’m walking to the bus, all I can think about is how seductive he seems. Why is he on my mind?

My phone rings, I see it’s Jake.

I answer, Hey Jake what’s up?” He then says, Would you like me to come over tonight?” I can come over anytime and I can stay the night if you would prefer me too?” I get thrilled, “Of course that would be wonderful.” I’m going into to work now to get a early start, so I should get off earlier.”

He suddenly says, “Well I’ll bring dinner.” What do you want? I respond, “Surprise me!” He says, “Okay I will do that, I am going to get going I love you, I’ll  see you tonight Jessica.”

I am so excited that Jake is coming over. I can get what I have been desiring and craving all night. I just hope that he is in the mood to have sex. I swear if he claims he is too tired, I am going to lose my shit.

I get to the office. I have a mile of paperwork that has to be done. As I’m doing it, I can’t wait for tonight, maybe this will help me stop my sexual thoughts about my neighbor.

This paperwork is taking forever. I’m trying to get all my work finished, so I can get home at a reasonable hour. I don’t want to have to work late again. I want no lecture from Jake claiming that I work too late, and more excuses why he is not in the mood.

I suddenly go into a daze thinking about Matt, my panties instantly get wet becoming soaked by the seconds. I don’t understand what is happening. I have never felt this way before about anybody else besides Jake. Having desires is alright, its just a fantasy, it’s not like I’m going to act on these urges with anybody else. Right?