Trouble in Paradise

Chapter 0186

"What's the matter? You can't even hand is bit of action?" Nicholas sneered. "You knew I was in a bad mood, yet you came here talking about divorce. What sort of nice things did you expect me to say? If it was Brenda lying there unconscious, you-" "Shut up!" I howled. "Don't you dare mention my mom! If you hadn't used Jones Corporation to threaten her, she wouldn't have been so distressed and gotten into that accident!"

I struggled with all my might and finally freed my hand. Shoving him. away, I quickly stood up. As I tried to fix my clothes, my hands were still shaking. I fumbled with the button several times but I could not

fasten it.

Watching me coldly, his dark eyes were devoid of warmth or emotion. "So you've been blaming me for Brenda's death all this. time."

He nodded with bitter smile. "As your husband, I'll let you resent me if it makes you feel better."

He paused before continuing. His voice was calm as if he was telling a story that had nothing to do with him.

"But have you ever really thought of me as your husband? You're the one who called me and made me fly for over 10 hours to pick you up.

Nicholas laughed humorlessly as he leaned back on his hands. Ariana, if you wanted to play with me or scheme against me, you should've just killed me in bed. I'd even give you credit for that.

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exciting too? Could you be as uninhibited with anyone else as you were with me?

"We were both playing games. I didn't threaten suicide when you played with my feelings, so why are you so hurt E you insist on divorce?"

Elicholas's casual words were so crashingly heavy that I found it hard to breathe, Sadness wrapped around my heart like a heavy chain, nearly overwhelming me.

"Don't you know why I want a divorce?"

Nicholas was right. I was playing games too. My mistake was not controlling my feelings while playing. Despite knowing it was all an act, I could not bring myself to be cruel to him or myself. How that i was stuck in this awful in between state, I had no one to blame but myse But this was not fair. He never loved me, yet I had loved him for so

many years.

"Does it matter if I know or not? Ariana, you'll always be Mrs. Hawk Isn't that enough?

"If you want a career, the mere fact that you are Mrs. Hawk will open doors for you. Whatever you want is within your reach!"

He laughed as he tapped his temple and looked at me mockingly He added, "Ariana, you're not cut out for this. You're too dumb!"

Dumb... Liking someone was supposed to be romantic and beautiful. But in Nicholas's eyes, it was just dumb of me.

My ears suddenly started ringing, as if all sound had vanished. except for the 29-year old Nicholas, It felt like his voice had traveled Chapters

across time to tell ten-year-old Ariana.

"Ariana, something's wrong with your head. And you're a little dumb.

Well, it was fine even if I was dumb, I just needed to stop it when I could.

"Nicholas, I won't be dumb around you anymore. All I need to do is try everything I can to divorce you, right?" I gave him a small smile. Nicholas's eyes bulged. "Who told you to try everything to divorce me'? Why don't you just kill me in bed while you're at it!"

I had no desire to continue talking to him. I forced a smile, which looked uglier than crying.

"About those photos, I don't care if you were involved or not. I've already sent Claudia to the police station. Here's the recording I just made.

"Whether you believe it or not, I have nothing more to say if you still want to bail her out after listening. But as long as she still lives in this world, she's destined to face moral condemnation."