The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 116: Scared

Brenda's pov

This girl was so fast I just lost her like that as I stop looking through the tick trees I don't think she

would go to norma she should be around here. I need to find her i can't let her be alone of goddess

please just be with her I won't be able to stay alive if I lost her this time again I couldn't I wouldn't be

able to stay in control of myself I try to listen for any movement and any breath and snuifing to smell

any familiar scent but nothing making me sight a si trail my hands through my hair not having a clue

where she could be. I just don't know who the person is who sells drugs to her I swear I would kill them

if I found out who is responsible to this

I shouldn't have push her like that and I knew it but I push and push her. I'm so sorry and I don't know

what to do for her to keep the child my heart break when hearing how she screams at the baby who

didn't asked to be here she did not asked for any of this to happen she couldn't hate her really I'm

feeling really bad for my Mate and I'm so useless not helping her. She will kill that if I do not find her

now and hse will regret it and I do not want her to have that stress to but oh God where can she be as I

run further into the forest on the out for anything harm full. I'm so scared about having her out here alll

alone I know she is able now to fight for her swlf I just don't know here that man disappeared I don't

know what's his plans really my Mate is not safe nit even family.

"I'm really scared I'm so scared." I try to mindlink but I couldn't reach her mind making me sight. I

should have just compel and not ask her about it this girl is going to get me kill I don't know they have

done to my Mate I have to speak with Jerome I don't know what I will do when I saw him.

I wasn't giving up on reaching into her mind even if I have to use all my strength I need to get into that

mind she should tell me where she is. I need to tell her that everything is fine and that I'm sorry I

couldn't live without and she needs to stop running off like that if she still wants LJ as a daughter

because I don't thing LJ's going to be so forgave able to speak with her anymore.

When i finally reach her mind I smile and relaxed "Lucia please tell me where you are?I asked her

feeling to cry as I could stand this sadness in my heart I'm overwhelmed and I just couldn't anymore I

need peace we all need peace and lucia is the one who is going to give us this peace of hse could

accept everything and moves on which I don't want her to do because I know how it must be for her. It

is hard to overcome been rape really.

Tears all ready run down my face feeling the wetness on my collar bone as run still through forest as I

stop trying to get my breath back for not collapsing because my blood was running so fast through my

veins ."I'm a mess Brenda I won't be able to make you happy I'm sorry but I can't I'm dirty and I know

you don't want me. I wouldn't be a good mom for LJ just reject me please." I heard her in my mind

making me growl so hard feeling a pain crash through my heart.

" No no she can't asked this of me I will never do that. "I spoke to myself wiping my tears from my face

" Lucia just tell me where are you oaky please. I don't care how dirty you are and I'm not going reject

you please just let me help you. "I told her as I run so fast till I see their house popping out through the

tick trees as I smell her making me smile a little as I stop looking at the house. I was scared to go into

that house and find something I don't want to see. I was scared to see lucia I could stand to see her in

so much pain. I don't know if she could sense me but I'm going in there I need her I just her next to me

and need to know that's he was safe and alright but something deep in my heart wasn't sitting so well

with me and it stabbed right through my heart making me growl out as I hold down on my chest.

"no one can help she said softly making me confused but her tone," oh fuck no. "i growl and speed up

to her house and transport myself into her room seeing her lay on the bed as I growl seeing a small

plastic bag laying next to her making me growl so hard as she lie there looking at me from the bed not

moving one bit.

" Ple..a.se ju..st let me die. "she spoke glancing at me.

" If I let you die Lucia what so that's means you also want me to die and don't talk about LJ because

she wouldn't take our dead lightly so you tell me Lucia is that how much you really love is? I asked

laying down next her and look at her. From NôvelDrama.Org.

" Because I love you guys so much and I couldn't stand to hurt you guys I don't want you to see my like

this I don't want LJ to see me like this." she spoke looking at me with tears rolling down her face.

"Then get help Lucia get better doing drugs won't solve your problems and trust me it won't." I told her

looking away from her thinking about my past.

"I also use it and I'm so scared Lucia because it almost killed LJ."