The Vampire Teacher (GirlxGirl)

Chapter 105: Drugs

So many things run through my head and my inner animal want us to kill him and just go in there and

be with LJ but I don't wanna cause more trouble.

I don't know what to feel towards Brenda to act this way I'm not going to drug anymore but as I felt right

now a need one smoke only one making me growl as I speed back towards my room and grabbed my

phone to call the only person who care about me.

I get so frustrated biting on my nails why isn't she answering this damn phone. " Damnit Norma."

"What have she done this time?I jumped seeing it was just uriel making me sight with my hands on my

head. I sit down on the bed looking at her.

" Uh mm nothing I j.. ust wanna talk with her that's all. "I said.

She furrow her brows like she knows I was lying to her." Then why do u seem so depressed? She

asked walking up to me and sit next to me on the bed.

I was really depressed and I need some so badly but I promise I wouestop for LJ and Brenda sake I

don't wanna lose them and I have already. I couldn't sit down I was pacing back and forth forgetting

that's uriel was here with me when I felt her hands on my shoulder making me relaxed.

"What's wrong with you don't tell me that you have cravings? she asked me.

" Only one smoke. "I spoke looking at her because I just can't take it I need some and I just can't do it

to LJ. I need to stop and to overcome this cravings but how.

" Lucia stop stop it please. "she spoke shaking me to look at her but I was drastically. I couldn't stand

still my hands was shaking.

" Please don't this do yourself, you have so much power to overcome this feeling you need to fight it for

your baby and LJ, you can't even see her because of this drugs. Stop it now please we here to help

you." she told me hugging me stop as tears roll down my face hugging back as I think about LJ and

Brenda .

" Come on now. "she spoke and brought me to bed as she lay me down with my head on her laps

caressing through my hair.

" Thank you for being here." I told her because I know I would have go myself to Norma and begged

her to give me some.

" It's okay darling. "she said kissing me on my head, "it's okay, you will be fine just trust in yourself and

push yourself to overcome it." she told me.

Me uriel wasn't exactly close because I was angry at her she knew all along that's she was my angel

and some how I have learned that's they possess the most strongest power but she didn't help us out

of there she could have spare me the pain and having this child in my stomach but no she didn't she

run off and left us alone. I couldn't be angry with for soong because everytime she would enter my

room all my pain and fear would just go away just like now. Having her this close to me make feel so

safe and happy. The baby felt it too because ever since uriel touches me she don't stop kicking and

moving in my body.

"Tell me how is Luke doing? I asked thinking of that little boy I found in that place I was. When they

found us they brought them here which I never went there to see how their doing because I was busy

doing wrong things that I have forget about them.

" his fine he misses you so much he must be asleep by now. He thinks you don't care about them

anymore." she spoke making me feel so bad.

"I don't blame him you know I will visit them tomorrow, can you please get me some juice everything

that's sugar. I'm hungry so hungry and I'm craving just everything so sweet." I told her as I move away

from her.

"She's growing fast. "she told me looking at my stomach.

" Catherine told me we going to check tomorrow what gender and she wants to draw some blood from

the baby to check if the drugs didn't harm her in anyway" I told her caressing my stomach.

"No need to check because is a girl." she told me happily making me smile at her.

"And how would you know.? I asked looking at her.

Angel power she said with a giggle running out of her mouth.

"Oh shut up." I laugh throwing a pillow at her hearing her laugh.

"We can't help having that gift she." said walking out of the room not before she throw the pillow back

at me.

I lift my hoodie above my stomach and saw a little belly growing. She is really growing fast and

somehow I'm feeling happy to have life in my stomach. I smiled caressing down on my small belly. "I'm

not going to harm you anymore child I'm going to bring you in this world no matter how hard it is and

give you what's best for you." I spoke with my belly getting an answer back by a huge kick making me

yell out by how hard she kick me.

I couldn't stop to think what Brenda and the others are up to. I can't wait for her to back I'm feeling so

agitated maybe im just jealous but I miss her. I try to mindlink with her but I was just block out so I

thought I can speak with LJ through the mindlink as I try to focus and concentrate on her mind.

I have so many thoughts and I try hard not to think about everything and clean it out from my mind.

"LJ baby it's me I miss you and I'm so sorry....

"Mommy Lucia please came take me out of this room." I heard her small voice but is was so hoarse

from all the crying making a tear fall down my cheek.

"LJ baby please don't cry like that I promise I will talk to your mother when she home please don't cry I

don't like it I told her as I just started to cry too.

" I miss you mo..mm..y, I m..is you."she cry making me growl.

" B.aby mommy can't go and ta..k.e you because there's a body guard before your room can you just Property © NôvelDrama.Org.

please stop crying for you mommy and I will make a plan to get to you okay love."

I couldn't take it to hear her cry like that it breaks me. I stand up from my bed but suddenly a pain

erupted through my stomach making me yell out in pain as I hold tight on my bed with my eyes close.

" Oh my God Lucia are you okay? I heard uriel's voice as I felt her help me back to the bed, sit down

and please and relaxed what got you so work up? she asked looking at me.

" LJ, I need to get her out of that room she cries and I can't stand it please can you just go and fecth he

for me please.? I asked uriel my angel.

"Mommy are you okay.? LJ small panic voice asked me making me smile.

"I'm fine darling, I'm coming just hold on."

" Lucia please rather ask Joan if you can see LJ. " she told me annoying me.

I sighted, "baby I called for her but no answer, LJ darling!

" Yes mommy Lucia I'm trying to escape. "she told me making me froze as I look at uriel with widen

eyes.

" LJ don't try to do anything that will hurt you please don't, stay right there in your room okay. "I told her

sternly.

" She can't do this I miss you mommy Lucia. "she said with her small voice. I can hear she wants to cry

again making me sigh as I stand up from the bed and walk out of the room straight to her room.

" Ma'ma please you are not allowed to see LJ miss Swartz's orders." He told me when he saw me.

" But she is my child too and I have the right to see her so please step away from the door sir."

" I can't Ma'ma. "he said and I literally lost it but I try so hard to calm myself down as I shake pacing

around in the hall.

" I'm not going to asked you again. "I growl looking at him.

" I think you need to leave mama please. "he said

" Lucia honey what's going on? I heard my mom's voice as I look at the men who didn't give me other

choice to kill him just here and right now.

"Mom please... I turn around to look at her but stop when seeing everyone standing here and look at

me even Brenda .

" You really don't know how to stay away. "she told me