The Billionaire’s Desires

Hillary’s POV

“Are you Jealous?” he asked me with a playful smile playing at the edge of his lips and I scrunch up my face in disgust.

“No, I’m not, why the hell would I be? I just don’t want to be seen wearing another lady’s cloth, it’s so disgusting, and annoying.” I said dismissively, trying to hide my jealousy that is running wild.

“Yeah, sure.” He nods in mock understanding and I glare at him in return, earning me one of his cute smiles that ways makes my head spin in admiration and love.

“Not to worry, my love, there is no other woman in my life right now, I mean, none that I care about.”

“How about the ones you don’t care about, did you get these clothes from one of them?” I asked back. Wait, why am I even asking all these questions?

Surprisingly, he answers with a warm smile. “No love, I did not get these from any girl and I don’t go around buying clothes for girls too, in case you’re planning to ask me that too.” He teased.

“After you slept last night, I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I knew I wanted to spend more time with you, Your clothes would not be ready until later in the day because I sent them to the laundry room. So I ordered Chloe to get you some clothes from the mall. And since you seem to love asking questions, I better explain this properly, Chloe is not my girlfriend too, she is my personal assistant, but right now she works as my housekeeper because I have not officially taken over the companies. She also works downstairs at the bar when I have nothing for her to do. So if you see me talking to a beautiful blonde girl at the bar, you should know that she is Chloe, not my girlfriend like you would want to believe.” He said mockingly, making me blush a bright red as he kept teasing me about my jealousy.

Why on earth did I get so jealous?

I sounded like a clingy, over-possessive bitch. What the hell is wrong with me?

He may think that am a weirdo. We are not even officially together, yet I’m acting so jealous and possessive. I’m so surprised that he answered so patiently. I still can’t believe that we had gone so far overboard with him last night. I set out to have fun last night, and I had so much fun, more fun than I would have ever hoped to have. I still feel a bit sore, but I would never change anything that happened since I met him last night. If I could go back again, I wouldn’t change a thing, not a single detail.

Are all men like Nathan?

I’m sure I’ll never find a lover like him, ever. I would always need a guy that is just like him, I would never settle for less. I could remember the concern and guilt that appeared in his eyes as he wiped away my tears after he took my innocence. It’s true that it was my first time, but the love and concern on his face are so obvious, so genuine.

“What’s going on in that pretty little head of yours?” he asked with a smile, snapping me out of my thoughts as he leans down and captured my lips in a light, passionate kiss. “I could never get tired of kissing your soft lips.” He muttered softly as he leaned his forehead on mine.

“Would it be weird if I say I was thinking about you right now?” I asked him as I raked my eyes on his bare chest.

“If you keep looking at me that way, I would be forced to take you back to that bed and make love to you until you pass out from exhaustion.” He warned strictly. It was supposed to be a warning, I mean but it sounded so tantalizing, causing me to let out a soft moan.

Damn!

I sound like a horny bitch!

What the hell is wrong with me?

I leaned my head in embarrassment as he chuckles at my enthusiasm. “Get dressed my love, we’ve got a lot to talk about. Don’t tempt me with your sexy moans, my self-control is hanging on a thin thread.” He teased me, causing my face to redden even more.

I wore the red gown he had bought me. He is so thoughtful, I wouldn’t have felt comfortable wearing my gown without getting it drycleaned. Chloe sure knows how to choose a nice outfit. I wonder how she managed to get my perfect size. The gown fit perfectly, highlighting all my curves, showing a lot of cleavage, more than I would normally show, but it’s cool and I love it. I couldn’t find any comb or brush for my hair, I guess that’s the tiniest detail that Chloe forgot about. I simply ran my hand through my hair to straighten out the curls, then I tied it up in a ponytail. Nathan was dressed in a blue jeans and a white shirt, looking so dapper and cute. I ain’t carrying any makeup with me, so I’d have to go without make-up. Would he still love me without make-up?

When I turned around, I found him staring at me intensely, ogling at my cleavage. I was about to ask him why he is staring so much, but he lunged forward and kissed me one more time. “You’re so damn beautiful Hillary, so fucking beautiful. Where the hell have you been all my life?” he asked me jokingly as he held my hand and led me towards the exit. On the elevator, he took my hand in his, making me feel goosebumps all over my body when our skin touched. My heart was beating so fast and my hormones are running wild. I have no idea where he is taking me but I’m sure that I’ll go with him, even if he said he was taking me down the aisle right now, I’ll gladly go down with him and I’ll be more than happy to tie the knot with him.

Do I sound crazy?

I think I fucking sound crazy. That’s what Nathan does to me, he makes me go crazy, and deep down in my heart, I know that “This guy is definitely gonna be the end of me.” He held my hand and led me to the car, smiling so wildly that I feared his lips would hurt him.

“You should smile more often Nate, it suits you well.” I commented with a smile after he got into the driver seat of his Lamborghini. He first held the for open for me to get in, then he shut the door and turned around to get into his side of the car. Nathan is such an introvert, and that is why his car has dark tinted windows that make it impossible for anyone to see him inside. This is so perfect, now I don’t have to worry about what people would say when they see me in his car, I’m sure no one would see us riding together.

“You brought out the smiles in me, Hilly, with you by my side, I would always smile.” He teases me, making me giggle at his warm words. We are so different in many ways, he is the heir to a multi-billion dollar company, born with a golden spoon, unlike me that can not even trace my family background. I was abandoned at the orphanage at a very tender age, and no one was able to trace my background, they could not find the person that dropped me either. I am not just an orphan, I am an abandoned child. He is loved and adored by everyone, his list of admirers and stalkers is so lengthy, whereas, I have to work hard on my studies, just to be acknowledged by some middle-class girls who only come to me because they need help with their homework. Nathan is classy, wealthy and so fucking handsome, but I am just an ordinary girl who only graduated because of a scholarship that I worked so hard to get, I don’t know if we’ll be kicked out to the street after our rent expires because I still don’t have a job yet so I don’t know if I can afford to pay my own half of the house rent.

But for some unknown reasons, I don’t bother about our differences  I don’t care about what to say or how to act just to please him, I just feel so relaxed and comfortable around him. He makes me feel so loved and adored, I feel his eyes on me and I feel so special to be chosen by him, to be loved by Nathan Trent. He is just so perfect. He drove me around town and we chatted happily on the way like newly wedded couples, learning more things about each other.

“What are your plans now, have you secured a job yet?” he asked me.

“Nope, not yet. I should be searching for a job today, seeing as I would be thrown out on the street if I can’t afford my next rent, but here I am, hanging out with a stunningly handsome guy that has nothing to worry about because he has it all.” I responded with a smile.This content © Nôv/elDr(a)m/a.Org.

“You think I’m stunningly handsome?” he asked back, completely straying from the topic at hand.

“Don’t flatter yourself, you’re not that handsome, I was only pulling your legs,” I told him with a smirk, trying to keep a straight face and hide the smile that threatens to erupt on my face.

“Ouch! You hurt me Hilly,” he muttered softly, feigning a hurt look.

“Nah, you’re just being dramatic. You’ll survive.” I said teasingly.

After lunch, he took me to a Beach house in a private estate, uptown. I’ve never been to this part of the city before, it’s beautiful. The lawns are well maintained and the flowers are so beautiful. On each side of the road, there is a line of trees, with birds chirping and perching on them. It looks so serene and glamorous. How I would love to take a walk with him in this peaceful atmosphere, devoid of all the noise and disturbance from the city. They have a park and a cute playing ground for kids, I could see some moms sitting on the park benches, watching as the kids played around happily. I imagined myself sitting that way, watching as our kids played around, Is that too much to ask for?

“What are you thinking about?” he asked curiously, snapping me out of my daydreaming.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean, what were you thinking just now? You had this cute smile on your face and you looked to be deep in thoughts, we’re thinking about me?

I would be hurt if you were thinking about something else, I want to be the reason for that cute smile on your face, I want to be the only one to bring you so much joy and happiness, my love. So tell me, were you thinking about me?” he asked nicely, swooning me with his sweet talks. He sure knows how to make a woman smile, he knows how to make me feel happy, and loved.

“You’re right Nate, you are the only one that can put this smile on my face, you are the only one that can make me feel happy. And yes, I was thinking about you, but not in the way that you are thinking.” I responded.

“How do you mean?” he asked with raised eyebrows. He parked his car outside the beach house.

“It’s nothing serious, it’s just a hilarious thought. I just saw those moms at the park and I thought it would be cute to sit and watch my kids, I mean our kids, to play in the park too. Weird, right?” I asked him with a playful smile, watching as he stared intensely at me, with different emotions evident in his eyes. After silently staring at me for some minutes, he turned the other way and opened the car door. I stepped down without saying a word in response to me.

“Me and my big mouth!” I scolded myself.

Now, I’ve ruined our outing by saying something so unreasonable. How could I be so stupid? I was hinting at having a future with him, I was telling him that I wish to spend the rest of my life with him, and that is so damn stupid. He would never act normal with me again because I sound like one of those girls that cling to a guy they just met, making him feel chocked and uncomfortable. I heard the sound of the car door opening and I knew without being told that he has turned round to open the door for me. I avoided his face, keeping my eyes down as I stepped down. But he lifted my head up with his palm and gently lowered his lips to mine and kissed me so gently as he whispered softly in my ears,

“I would love that too.”