Surrender Your Sensations

“I’m a virgin.”

I saw how the emotions in his eyes turned from lust to being stunned. “So honest. I did not expect that,” he said before looking at me playfully. “Are you sure you are going to give up your virginity to me?”

“Are you brave enough to fight and chase for my virginity,” I challenged him. We both ended up laughing.

I could not believe I was making fun of my virginity right now. Oh gosh. I did not know that this was how to live without thinking about what other people would say and the beliefs of the society I live in. I did not expect to feel so free by being a deviant.

So, what if I lose my virginity to a man who was not my husband? As long as I was knowledgeable about safe sex- I could do this. It was not like I was doing something that could hurt other people and the rest of humanity. A woman’s worth should not be defined by her being a virgin. Really, virgin or not, a woman was worthy.

“I’m ready to fight your purity, Meredith,” he said while chuckling. “Let us just call it purity instead of virginity. What do you think?”

I just shook my head before laughing weakly. He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of that bar. I went wherever he was taking me.

The next thing I knew, we were in the bar’s parking lot and in front of us was a black motorcycle- scratch that- this was a black and expensive big bike.

Rupert got an extra helmet under the bike’s seat and then he turned to me. I was shocked when he was the one who put the helmet on me. I could see how his lips turned into a grin even though there was a bit of distance between our faces, because of the shiny piercing on his bottom lip.

“There you go. You are ready for the ride, Meredith.” Then he kissed the top of my right hand before tapping the helmet I was wearing.

“Wow. Is this what they call a man who was gentlemanly but a bit pervert?” I said and he burst into laughter.

“Oh, believe me, I am not that pervert yet,” he answered me before lowering the cover lid in front of the helmet I was wearing.

“Really? Oh, I could not wait for your perverted version then,” I answered, teasing him.

He did not answer me. Instead, he helped me get on the motor by wrapping his arms around my waist and lifting me up.

When I sat on his big bike, he also sat in front of me before starting the engine.

“Are you going to take me to a motel?” I asked him as I held on his shoulder.

The motorcycle’s engine roared as Rupert said, “Hold on!”

“I’m already clinging. What else does the- Oh!”

My eyes widened as he wrapped my arm around his waist. But that’s not what surprised me but where he put my right hand.

“This is the kind of pervert I was referring to,” Rupert said before the motor started.

My mouth fell open as my right hand remained where he had placed it, between his thighs, where there was something hard and bulging.

I swallowed an imaginary lump in my throat as I felt the bulging thing under my palm. I started heaving deep sighs as the motorcycle’s speed increased, making me hold onto him tighter.

“Where are you taking me, Rupert?”

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As if on cue, I squeezed his hard bulge and I felt his body become rigid. My throat went dry before I let go of the sensitive thing between his thighs.

My gosh, we were going to be damned for doing this.

“Where is it?” Then I circled my two arms around his waist, choosing a safer position to avoid a motorcycle accident. The strong wind somehow helped to ease the heat I was feeling because of him “Where are we really going, Rupert?”

“I will ruin your purity!” he answered, making me laugh so hard. “Then I will take you to heaven.”

I rolled my eyes before I playfully tapped his bulge.

He immediately laughed.

“I see. You seem so excited wherever we are going, Meredith.”

“Am I?” I teased him. A playful grin was not leaving my lips.

***

“I thought you would take me to a motel,” I immediately said when the motorcycle turned into a halt in the parking space of a luxurious condominium building.

I got off the motor and I was almost face-to-face with the ground when I lost my balance. I did not expect the motorcycle to be that tall. Luckily, Rupert was quick to grab me by my waist, supporting me to get down properly.

He turned off the engine of his motor before removing the helmet he was wearing and got off as well. I was stunned when he was the one who removed the helmet I was wearing.

“You are really beautiful,” he said after removing the helmet I was wearing.

I blinked. Our faces were so close to each other again. Because of this distance, I was able to see the playful glint in his eyes, enjoying how flustered I was.

“Such a sweet talker,” I replied as I recovered from my childish blush.

He chuckled before his both hands made their way to my hair. I was stunned when he arranged my hair and combed it with his fingers. I could feel both of his hands caressing down my waist-length hair. The tips of his fingers could touch my arm.

The speed of my heartbeat quickened. The way he caressed my hair sent chills and electricity to my already heated body. This was how he strongly impacted me.

“This is how long your hair used to be,” he said, after putting all the strands of my hair to fall freely on my back. He cupped both my cheeks before lifting my face to meet his gaze. “I didn’t expect to see you again, woman.”

I blinked repeatedly when his lips crashed on mine, aggressive enough to catch my breath and muffled my moan. I slowly backed away until I could feel the motor behind me.

His lips against mine made my body even hotter. Every stroke of his soft lips was sending bolts of electricity to the middle of my thighs where my sensitive flesh was starting to ache for him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck as he entered my mouth with his tongue. I played with his unruled brown hair as I responded with his scorching kiss.

“Hmnnn.” Damn. He really enjoyed kissing me.

He nibbled my lower lip as I felt his hand caressing my right thigh, making its way under the hem of the tight little dress. I could feel a little pain in his incessant sucking on my lower lip as his hand crawled into my dress.

“Ohhh…” My eyes widened and my whole body trembled when I felt his hand reach its destination. I felt him touch me there; on the sensitive flesh in between my trembling thighs. We were at an open-space parking lot! “Hmnn… A-Are you serious?” My breathing became ragged.

He grinned before licking my lower lip, the exact part where it was swollen from the way he sucked on it. Then, he licked his own lips, tugging at his lip piercing while staring back at my eyes with pure lust and hunger.

“I can’t help it. Your lips are heavenly.” He traced my wet slit and I had to bury my face on his chest and grab his body closer to mine to hide whatever his hand was doing under my dress.

“Hmnn… You are so wet, Meredith? I think we could not make it in my room.”