Once, my paranoid love

Love was a word I hadn’t expected to hear in the context of our contractual marriage. It added another layer of complexity to the enigmatic world I had entered. The notion that Mr. Derek might have genuine feelings for me left me feeling both surprised and uncertain.

As I stood there clutching the packet containing the gown tightly in my fists, a whirlwind of conflicting emotions consumed me. My heart, despite my best efforts to deny it, had a special place reserved for Paul. I couldn’t deny the deep bond we shared, a connection that had been forged over the years.

Yet I found myself in a situation I had never anticipated. I hadn’t known that Mr. Huston was actually Derek, the man who had saved my life that fateful night. This revelation added a layer of complexity to my already enigmatic life. The knowledge that Derek might have feelings for me left me feeling conflicted and unsure of how to proceed.

I didn’t want Derek to love me, not because I didn’t appreciate his kindness, but because I couldn’t reciprocate those feelings. It seemed that he had started to expect something from me that I couldn’t provide. I feared that, in the end, he would be hurt by my inability to return his affections.

The last thing I imagined was for Derek to experience pain or disappointment. He had been nothing but considerate and caring towards me, and I couldn’t bear the thought of causing him any suffering.

With a deep sigh, I reluctantly released my grip on the packet. Lucy’s reassuring words had reminded me that, despite the complexities of our situation, there was a genuine kindness in Derek’s intentions. I couldn’t deny that he had shown me a side of himself that was caring and protective.

“Go, sweetheart, change your dress,” Lucy urged gently, her voice filled with warmth and understanding.

I nodded in acknowledgment and made my way to the room to prepare for the party. My heart remained torn between the love I held for Paul and the enigmatic connection that was developing between Derek and me.

Taking the gown, I retreated to the room to change into the attire chosen for the evening’s party. The dress was elegant and carefully selected, and I couldn’t help but admire the attention to detail that had gone into its design.

A mere minute later, I emerged from the room, wearing the gown, to find Lucy engaged in conversation with another lady who appeared to be a hairstylist. Her trained eye quickly fell upon me, and she warmly instructed, “Sit down, honey. She’ll style your hair.”

I obediently took a seat, my heart rate steadily increasing as I contemplated the approaching evening. Nervousness coursed through me as I considered how I would navigate the party. I couldn’t escape the weight of the enigmatic situation I was in.

“Elena, don’t be nervous. Everything is going to be alright,” Lucy reassured me, offering a comforting smile. Her words were kind and well-intentioned, and I appreciated her support. I smiled in response and nodded, but deep down, my heart understood the turmoil I was experiencing.

If Derek indeed wanted me to be his wife, I knew that I would have to address the situation honestly and openly. It was a conversation that I had been avoiding, but the enigmatic world I had entered left me with no choice but to confront the complexities of my marriage, telling him the truth about my heart.

As the hairstylist began her work, I closed my eyes briefly, trying to calm my racing thoughts. Suddenly, Lucy’s keen eyes spotted something on my skin, and she voiced her concern. “What’s the matter, Elena? What is the wound?” Her tone was filled with worry as she examined my skin.

I tried to brush off her concern, wanting to keep the issue hidden. “Is that new? I didn’t see it that night,” she added, clearly intent on getting answers.

I hesitated for a moment, trying to decide whether or not to confide in Lucy. However, her persistence and genuine concern left me with little choice. With a sigh, I relented, my voice stern as I downplayed the situation. “Lucy, it’s nothing,” I insisted, though my words lacked conviction.Content is © by NôvelDrama.Org.

But Lucy wasn’t one to be easily brushed aside. She continued to press, her determination unwavering. “Don’t lie. Let me have a look at it,” she insisted, gesturing to the hairstylist to leave us alone. Lucy was relentless in her pursuit of the truth.

Reluctantly, I complied, allowing her to inspect the wound that I had been hiding. As she examined it, her question hit me like a tidal wave. “Did your stepmother do it?” Lucy inquired, her voice tinged with concern.

I shook my head vehemently, wanting to dispel any notion that my stepmother could be responsible. “No,” I replied emphatically, wanting to clear up any misconceptions.

Lucy’s concern was evident, and as she pressed further, her curiosity piqued. “Then?” she asked, her concern deepening as she waited for an explanation.

As I stared at Lucy, her kind and compassionate eyes filled with concern, I realized that it was time to confront the enigmatic truth about my past. But when I tried to speak, no words came out of my mouth. The weight of my history, the wounds I had suffered, and the love I had lost all felt too heavy to put into words.

Sensing my hesitation, Lucy gently encouraged me, saying, “You can tell me, honey.” Her words were comforting, and I knew that she genuinely cared about my well-being.

But how could I begin to explain the pain of the past-the scars, both physical and emotional, that I had carried with me? How could I tell her about the person I had loved-the one who had inflicted these wounds upon me? It was a chapter of my life that I had tried to bury and move beyond, but my heart refused to forget.