Love You Can’t Say

I was a little frustrated, lying on the bed. When your life came to one certain point, you will lose all hope.

In the following days, many thing happened, such as the headline news about Luis Collins, Olivia finding her origin, and Leo’s back to Newton Town. However, I paid no attention.

Recuperating in the hospital for a week, I was in the trimester and got a baby bump.

Touching the swell of the belly, I often was in a daze, or in a daze while staring at the ceiling.

Dennis came to the hospital every day, and he occasionally started a chat with me, but often ended with a fight.

Several times later, he seldom came to the hospital. After all, he was rich and the nurse and care worker can take care of me.

He didn’t come and I didn’t challenge him. Daisy cooked different soups for me every day.

Perhaps owing to the mental problems, I didn’t even want this baby while in a daze alone. I can get rid of Dennis and start a new life without this baby.

Thinking that way, I embraced more actuation to miscarry the baby.

I knew that there was something wrong with my spirit, but I cannot stop thinking that.

On the weekend, jacaranda flowers blossomed on the sides of center roads in Newton Town, which made the city active and alive.

I left the hospital today. Dennis drove slowly, intended to allow me to enjoy the beauty.

I looked through the window at the outside.

“Dennis George, I have lost myself so long.” Since the day I met Dennis, I was no longer like myself.

Selfish, paranoid and cold, how and when did I become such a woman?

He frowned slightly, with a meaningful look on his face, “You have a baby bump now, you can leave the case of HY Technology. We can make time to have a rest.”

I was clear that he wanted to take me out and get relaxed, but I had no place in mind.

Shaking head slightly, I lowered head and touched my belly, “The audit is coming to an end. I’d like to have a rest after that.”

Silent for a while, he nodded, “Okay, call me anytime if there is any problem.”

Saying nothing, I looked at the couple who were hugging beside the road. I recalled my life in the past time, and I seemed never to date someone.

I never tasted a sweet love and never learned how to love and how to enjoy one’s love.

A quarter of my life had passed, but I was still in confusion about my life.

Thinking of this, I cannot help lowering eyes and laughing at myself. Was it bound for me to suffer this life?

“What are you laughing at?” Noticing my smile, he suddenly asked, with heavy hearts.

I shook head, saying in a light tone, “I just recalled something hilarious.”

“What is it?” asked he. But I was not willing to tell.

It’s silent in the car.

Soon, we arrived at the villa. I got out of the car, and Daisy walked to me, “Are you feeling better now? I cook you the porridge. Would you like to have some?”

I smiled, shaking head, “Daisy, you just sent me the soup in the morning, and I cannot have it any more now.”Property of Nô)(velDr(a)ma.Org.

She smiled, “Well, you can have it when hungry. Mr. George set a swing on the yard and moved a mint of flowers, would you like to get a look?”

I knew that she tried to make me happy, pulling her, “Daisy, I am fine. I now go back room to have a rest. You leave the thing and also have a break.”

In the bedroom, I took all clothes in the closet out, and threw them onto the bed. I folded the clothes and put into the suitcase.

Dennis came with things in hand, and wore a cold face, seeing me, “Why you packing?”

Lowering, I kept folding clothes, saying, “I’ll go and live in the YT Apartment for a period.”

He held my arms down, looking at me. He was in clear anger, “Clara, what are you going to do?”

I felt so sad. Before, I would have shouted at him and questioned what did he mean by “what are you going to do?” I had done nothing, but I was the one who suffered badly.

However, I just gave him a quiet look, “Dennis, I am doing nothing! I am just not willing to see the thing that night happen again.”

Pausing, I got rid of his hand, continuing to pack. “Dennis, we should stop it in time when something goes wrong. We all know that fighting cannot solve the problems between us. I know you don’t love me and I try to give up.”

“What do you mean?” He snorted, “Clara, what are you giving up? Me?”

I had no idea why he got so excited, sighing, “Stop it. As for this baby, I will give birth to the baby and bring him or her up. I will never intervene in your thing with Olivia.”

“Clara!” He stopped me again. With a cold face, he shed round him an odor of anger, “I have told you for times and there is absolutely nothing between me and Olivia. You have had your turning back, right? So you are in such a haste.”

I frowned, unwilling to quarrel with him, “Dennis, do you think that you are not wrong for all the things?”

His face darkened, “You want me to apologize?”

For a moment, I was lost for words. Being hindered, I left the package and got up to walk out of the room.

Suddenly, he hugged me from back, and then slammed the door, “I would not hinder you going to the apartment, but you have to go there after you give birth to the baby. Before that, you must live here.”

I wanted to laugh, loudly! “Dennis, are you caring the baby in my belly or your reputation? If you really care the baby, I would never have nearly miscarried for times thanks to you. You are really funny!”

Looking at his complicated look, I showed a bigger smile, “You want to keep me here! Why? Are you keeping me here, facing the familiar room and surrounded by the gloom?

Perhaps my words penetrated him, he approached me with a cold face. “So in your heart, I am sinking so low.”

I snorted, “Don’t you?”

His face darkened, “Clara, your love is just like that!”

I was not willing to say anything. It didn’t matter how I loved him. Looking at him, I was calm, “I will withdraw love from you gradually. You don’t worry and I will not bother you.”

Snorting, Dennis directly left, slamming the door.