His Soul & His Shame

EZRA'S POV:

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18+

I feel so guilty right now, I was supposed to be with Fay right now making up for the last two weeks which I lost because of my behavior but still, I am on my way to Mitch's house.

What is wrong with me, why I am so addicted to her and can't get enough of her. If I try I can resist Mitch but I don't want to. If I start resisting other girls then I will start to crave the only girl I don't want to hurt or ruin with my stupidity and toxicity.

Fay is everything for me and it's my responsibility to keep her from bad people and bad things and I am one of them. I may look like a simple guy who runs a multimillion company but I am into so many dangerous things and I need to keep her from those things and myself too.

I was supposed to be with Fay watching a movie and having dinner together but when she ran into my arms and her body perfectly fit with my body, I lost control and buried my face in her neck inhaling her rosy scent which I love. I parked my car in front of mitch's Apartment, I never take her home with me because I just need her physically not the other way around. I may sound like a jerk but that is who I am, that is who Ezra Irwin is and I am not going to change for anyone.

I rang the bell and stood patiently for Mitch to open the door and she did open the door in nothing but only in lingerie I like with a seductive smile, hand on the door. She welcomed me biting her lips which will do so many amazing things to my body with them.

I am already hard thinking about the pleasure I am going to get. Mitch is so good in bed and she knows what she is doing and how to please a man. Maybe that's why I am addicted to her and can't get enough of her.

"I have been waiting for you babe, what took you so long? Hmm!" She pulled me towards her pulling my t shirt's collar towards her room, walking with more sway tempting me to smack it.

"I was stuck in a meeting and I had to finish it today." I lied because Mitch doesn't like me with Fay. She never disagreed with me about Fay but I can see it in her actions and eyes that she doesn't like my and Fay's friendship. I am going to dump her when she complaints about our friendship because nothing is more than Fay.

"Uh! Uh! Come now, I missed you, babe." She pushed me on the bed and climbed onto me not touching me. I like her foreplay which makes me sigh with contempt without doing the main job.

"I missed you too babe, now come and show me how much you missed me," I said before her lips placed on mine, and we moved them together slowly before sucking on them feverishly like can't get enough off it.Còntens bel0ngs to Nô(v)elDr/a/ma.Org

Her body is moving along with her lip movements making me impatient to be inside her and break her into the half with my roughness. I rolled her onto her back still with our lips connected.

I tore her bra and palmed her slowly emitting soft moans from her mouth, I untangled my lips with hers and dived for her neck, and left open-mouthed kisses before diving between her soft b**bs valley. I sucked on one of her b**b and palmed another and I gave the same attention to the other. I know how to please her and how to leave her wanting more.

"Babe! pleaseeeeee." I can hear her desperation in her voice with want and need for a release.

"what do you want Mitch? Tell me and I will give it to you." I teased some more resulting in her pulling on to my hair.

"Babe please, you know what I want, please." She begged some more. I slowly make my way to her sweet spot pulling her panties down, kissing her inner thighs.

"Ahh! Please, Ezra. More, I want more." Mitch pleaded breathlessly pulling me towards her dripping core.

"I know Babe, patience is the key to heaven." I mocked knowing it will piss her off and blew some air onto her core teasing her.

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if you don't do it then I will do it myself, Ezra." Mitch threatened to get up from my hold but I tightened my hold and ducked my head and tasted her core with a quick lick of my tongue.

"Yes, babe like that, please don't stop." I hear Mitch's pleading but everything is in dead mode. I sucked on it like I am thirsty and emptied everything from her dripping core like a hungry beast.

Mitch's legs become jelly with her climax, I didn't give her a chance to relax before pushing my hardened member into her core and thirsting deep inside her, and rocking the bed.

I never do skinship with any girl I sleep with and Mitch is not the exception.

Her legs tightened around me due to my hard thrusts and I know she is enjoying it as much as I am. This is the time I feel relaxed other than being with Fay. Fay! Her thought brought me a thrill to my body and I pick up my pace thrusting deeper thinking about the girl I am not supposed to think at this time when another girl is under me and I am inside her.

My eyes got closed on their according and her brown hair, curvaceous body, grey eyes, smile, and her rosy scent rewinded before my closed eyes like a movie and my body moved according to the visions imagining the girl from it and I came so hard that I never been before and I can hear Mitch's voice and her satisfactory moans filling the room.

I removed myself from Mitch and went to the bathroom to clean myself and my head. This is so wrong on many levels. I need to do something before I ruin her.