133 Loving family
I’m no longer waiting for Dominican, I’ve made up my mind that after graduation I’m going to move out of California and forget about him, it’s clear that he lied to me and played with my feelings, I’m going to move out of California to forget all the bad memory and pains that he’s caused me. I can’t believe that I wasted so much time waiting for him to come for me only for him to ghost me without any words not even once
I must have been crazy to think that someone like Dominic would obviously settle for me. I just wish this graduation should happen already so I can leave as soon as possible.
“Tana….” Lily’s voice pulled me out of my thought
“Lily” I smiled faintly
“Don’t tell me you’re thinking about him again, come on we already talked about this.”
“I’m sorry just that I can’t do anything but to think of it,” I said as she sat beside me.
“You know thinking about it won’t solve it right?”
“I just don’t know what else to do.”
“It’s fine, just don’t be hard on yourself okay?”
“Hmmm,” I replied with a smile.
“We will be graduating in a few day’s time, how do you feel about it?” She asked.
“Nothing, just thinking of how to leave California as soon as the graduation is over.”
“Yeah I understand, obviously you need a new environment to heal, but what if he shows up on your graduation day?”
“It’s already late Lily, I already made up my mind to leave and nothing can stop me.”
“And what if he has a reason for doing everything he did?”
“No matter what reason he has it’s not enough for him to ignore my calls, just a second is enough for him to have contacted me, nothing you say can stop me, I’ve made up my mind and that’s it.”
“Why do I feel like something will change soon?” She said smiling.
“What do you think will change?”
“I don’t know Tana, I just have this feeling that your Dominic will be back for you soon.”
“I just don’t want to think about it.”
After school I went home having mixed emotions, what if Lily is right about what she said? Is Dominican really going to come back? Then why is he not picking up my calls or replying to any of my messages? I’m just so confused that I don’t know what to do or think anymore.
“Tana Darling?” My mother called as she walked into the room.
“Mother” I smiled
“You look pale, what’s wrong dear?”
“Nothing Mother”
“Is it about Dominic?”
I sighed, few weeks back my mother walked into my room and met me in a very bad mood, she asked me what’s wrong and I had no choice but to tell her about Dominic, she comforted me and said that if he’s mine then he would definitely come back for me
“Tell me darling what’s wrong?”
“Nothing Mother, just thinking about Dominic, I spoke with Lily today and she said she’s having a feeling that Dominic might come back for me”
“What do you want Tana, will you still accept him when he comes back?”
“I don’t know mother, at this point, I feel like I don’t even know what I want anymore, my head wants to give up but my heart is saying another thing”
“I believe that deep down your heart you know what you want darling you just have to think it through, search deep in your heart I believe the answer is there but the most important thing is for Domimc to show up after your graduation if he doesn’t show up then you’ve tried your best, you gave it your all, you tried your best its left for him to come back, if he doesn’t then you move on honey, at least you have nothing to regret cause you gave it your best.”
“You’re right mother, thank you so much for always standing by me all this while, always comforting and caring for me in this hard time, I love you so much, Motherr”
“Love you too darling come here”Property belongs to Nôvel(D)r/ama.Org.
I didn’t waste time before snuggling into her arms, I’m so happy that all the people surrounding me are all loving and want the best for me.