112 The mess
Montana
I could not bear it anymore, seeing Xavier walk hand in hand with Lily I felt like a knife was stabbed into my chest, I stood up immediately and ran out of the class, I couldn’t bear the shame, nobody loves me, my parents don’t have time for me and the only friend I had just walked in with his girlfriend which means the little attention I’m getting from him is finally over,
“Hey wait!! Leo kept screaming as he ran after me but I didn’t bother to stop, he managed to block my way
“Wait Montama can we talk?”
“I don’t have anything to talk with you,” I said I’m anger pushing him out of my way, he caught hold of my left arm
“Are you just going to give up that way?” He asked making me scoff in anger, I flung his hand away
“There’s nothing for me to fight for” I said to him and left in anger, I didn’t know where I was going I just knew I wanted to be away from everybody, away from this school, and away from everything that has caused me pain
I don’t know for how long I walked and cried but I ended up in a club, different from the one I used to go with my friend, but right now I don’t care about anything I just want to drink till I get drunk and forget about all my worries and everything that cause me pain, I just hate this life so much and wished I was never born
I kept drinking emptying one bottle after the other till I became a mess, so can barely see, all I can see were blurred images and spinning objects but it’s better than seeing those people that made me want to end my life
I was about gulping down another bottle of alcohol when it was suddenly snatched away from me, I managed to look up and saw a blurry image of the strange guy from the other club
“Y……ou, what do you want?” I slurred pointing at him as I made to stand up but staggered back, I nearly fell when strong arms wrapped around me.
“You’re something else.” I heard him whisper as he carried me in his arms.
“Put me down!” I yelled kicking my legs in the air.
“Not when you’re a mess.”
He threw me on something soft and I smiled spreading my legs wide apart.
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“Why do you keep appearing wherever I am?”
“I’m leaving” I heard his faint voice, and I smiled.
“You just want to leave me like they all did, everybody leaves me that’s what you all are good at,” I said turning away and facing the other side, a slow tear fell from my eyes.
“You shouldn’t drink if you can’t handle it” I heard his voice and felt the side of the bed sink deep.
“Who are you?” I pouted looking at him though I can’t see him clearly.
“Trust me princess you don’t want to know who I am.”
“Why? Are you dangerous?” I asked as I lazily pulled him by the collar, he bent toward me staring into my soul, and slowly our lips connected, but the next thing I did was throw up in his mouth.
“Yahhh!” He pushed me spitting out the whole mess while glaring dagger at me.
“I feel better now” I smiled spreading my legs wilder on the bed as I slept off.