I would go on my way
Despite the sadness and pain, I promised myself that I wouldn't let Serkan destroy me. I got out of the shower and dressed with determination, erasing any trace of his presence on my skin. I wasn't going to let his disrespectful treatment and hurtful words define me.
I left the room and headed to his parents' house without saying a word. During the journey, my mind filled with contradictory thoughts and emotions. I was hurt by the way he had treated me, but I also felt confused by my own desire for him. How could I still feel attracted to someone who treated me like that?
Upon reaching his parents' house, I mentally prepared myself to face any derogatory comment or contemptuous attitude from Serkan. I was determined to show him that I wasn't as weak as he thought.
The visit unfolded amidst tensions and reproachful glances from Serkan. I, on the other hand, tried to maintain composure and make it clear that I wouldn't let myself be humiliated.
"Excuse me, I need to go to the bathroom."
"I'll accompany you," he offered, trying to get up but his father was faster.
"Leave her, you and I need to have a conversation."
I didn't want to stay and witness their looks. I walked straight to the bathroom, but the house was huge and nobody had explained to me where it was, so I walked and walked until I could hear a heated conversation throughout the place.
"I thought you would be smarter, Serkan. Getting her pregnant wasn't in the plans, you should've just married her to prove to your grandfather that you can handle the empire. Now you have to take care of that bastard." "I'm going to pretend I didn't hear you. I want you to respect my wife and my child from now on, whether you like it or not, they're mine."
"I can't believe you're making this impulsive decision, Serkan. You can't let an illegitimate child ruin our whole family and our plans. We've already discussed this, marriage with Cansu is what's best for our empire and our social standing." "But father, don't you understand that love is also important in life? I can't deny what I feel for Sam and I'm not willing to abandon her now that she's expecting my child. I'll be a good husband and a good father, and I'll do everything I can to ensure they have everything they need."
"Serkan, this is madness. You can't let your feelings blind you like this. You have much bigger responsibilities to attend to. You're meant to lead our empire and we need a suitable partner for you, someone from our same social class and education."
"I don't care about social class or education, father. I only care about love and happiness. Sam is a wonderful woman and I'm willing to fight for her, no matter what others say. I've realized that the empire can't be my only priority in life." The conversation continued, but I couldn't hear more. I felt dazed and confused. What did all this mean? Had Serkan defended me? Did he not hate me? Fight for me? What the hell!All content © N/.ôvel/Dr/ama.Org.
I decided to return to the living room and wait until everything calmed down. I needed time to process all this information and decide what was best for me and my child. I wouldn't let others' opinions control me, but I also knew that the decisions I made would have an impact on our lives.
I took a deep breath and promised myself that I would follow my heart no matter the consequences, but I wouldn't trust him, or his words. He knew how to lie, he was a good actor. I still hadn't forgotten what happened the night before, he was a monster.
A few minutes later, we returned to the main hall where his mother wouldn't stop talking while I remained silent.
"We're leaving," he said, taking hold of my hands.
"Serkan, wait," his mother spoke.
"No, not this time. Leave all the perfect mother bullshit behind because it doesn't suit you. See you."
He guided me straight to the car, the driver was already waiting for us.
On the way back home, we both remained silent until he opened his big mouth.
"I know you heard everything, and I'll tell you one thing, don't even dream that it's true. I'm not a man of hearts or feelings, I had to pretend. Just know that you mean nothing to me, not even that child, it's just a tool for a purpose."
I stared at him, unable to articulate a word. His cold and ruthless attitude left me speechless. How could he be so cruel after what I had just heard? I felt betrayed once again, but this time it was different. I wouldn't allow his words to affect me. I promised myself that I wouldn't let his manipulation and mind games destroy me.
I looked him straight in the eyes and responded with determination:
"Maybe I don't mean anything to you, but love and happiness mean something to me. I won't let you play with my emotions or those of our child. I promise you that I will find a way to protect my child and distance myself from you." His face tensed for a moment, but then it relaxed and he responded with a smirk of superiority:
"Do whatever you want, but don't expect me to make it easy for you. I won't let you go so easily, Sam. You're my wife, and I paid for you."
I knew it would be a difficult battle, but I was willing to fight for our freedom and happiness. I promised myself that I wouldn't let Serkan manipulate and hurt me anymore. Despite all the pain and confusion, I was clear that I deserved something better than this. I deserved love, respect, and happiness.
I would continue on my path, erasing any trace of his presence on my skin and in my life. I wouldn't let his disrespectful treatment and hurtful words define me. I would wake up every day with determination and move forward, believing in myself and my ability to find true love and happiness. Despite everything, I knew that I deserved something better.