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Proofread by Yu Bing

As soon as Su Ni comes near, Gu Zechen leans over, taking Su Ni into his arms and presses down on her.

“Gu Zechen!”Su Ni screams, seeing his nose getting closer. She is about to explode. “Don’t…”

Gu Zechen closes his eyes, as if trapped in his own world, ignoring Su Ni’s voice. His hands gently caressing her body and his tongue with the smell of alcohol on hers, which makes Su Ni shudder. She struggles several times, but she is unable to push Gu Zechen away from her. At the same time, she becomes gradually indulged in his gentle touch and her body slowly softens.

Su Ni slowly unbuttons his shirt, but Gu Zechen runs out of his patience and he overbearingly rips his shirt open, then presses his hot skin to hers again.

“Let’s go to bed.” Su Ni gasps. She forgets that the carpet is still in a mess and Gu Zechen is drunken.

Gu Zechen’s eyes blazing, he hesitates for a long while, watching the woman beneath him. Su Ni’s nightgown has been taken off and her skin glistens in the dim light, which makes her exceedingly fascinating and charming.

Suddenly Gu Zechen seems to be shocked. He immediately jumps away from her. Because he jumps back so suddenly and he loses balance, he crashes to the floor.

Su Ni cries out and hurries to his side. “Zechen, are you all right?”

Su Ni has already been worried about whether Gu Zechen is still angry because she rejected him last time. Now seeing the way he is now, Su Ni becomes increasingly restless.

Su Ni helps Gu Zechen to lie down again. Seeing that Gu Zechen is silent, Su Ni presses her body against his this time, cupping his cheek and kissing him. His breath gradually calms down, his face calmer as if nothing has happened.

Su Ni closes her eyes and devotes herself into it, with one hand moving down. However, Gu Zechen squeezes it at the last minute.

“Honey!” Su Ni calls him shyly.

Although she knows that Gu Zechen has sobered up because he suddenly sat up just now, she still doesn’t want to give up.

Gu Zechen mutters, but Su Ni doesn’t hear them clearly, so she moves closer to him. Suddenly, Gu Zechen wrenches her head and pours his entire being into a kiss. Su Ni feels painful and soon, she tastes the taste of blood in her mouth. She struggles to wrench herself away from him, but Gu Zechen holds her even more tightly.

He murmurs again, and this time Su Ni hears it clearly. “Wan’er…”

For a moment, Su Ni shudders as if she is in an ice cave. No matter how Gu Zechen touches her, she has no reaction. Is he fantasizing with the idea of being with Xu Wan’er?

Su Ni never has such a feeling. Her heart is dead now, overflowing with the anguish which his words create. No matter what he does now can’t turn her on. On the contrary, she feels disgusted. Su Ni suddenly pushes Gu Zechen away but the latter presses up again, with one hand already touching her thighs.

“Gu Zechen…”

Su Ni looks at him indifferently. Feeling a lump in her throat, she asks “Do you really know who I am?”Copyright by Nôv/elDrama.Org.

The man, who is on top of her, suddenly pauses, staring at Su Ni. After a few seconds, he doesn’t say something but stretches out his head and bites her neck with all his strength, as if trying to suck her blood dry. Su Ni frowning in pain, begins to pinch his arm. The latter feels painful, and quickly releases his hand. They look at each other. Su Ni’s eyes filled with anger, Gu Zechen’s eyes are dull.

The room is as quiet as death.

“Su Ni…” He says in a low voice.

Su Ni is stunned, staring at him for a long time. She gets confused about whether this man is drunk or just pretends. Just minutes ago, he calls Xu Wan’er’s name in his sleep. Does he sober up now?

“As my wife, can’t you satisfy your husband’s basic needs?” He says coldly.

Su Ni’s eyes not revealing anything, she is still in shock and doesn’t totally recover from her surprise.

Gu Zechen presses her down again like a vicious wolf. This time his kisses come like a storm, fast and swift, leaving marks as dense as raindrops all over Su Ni’s skin. His question as to a wife’s responsibility to her husband which sounds familiar to her ears confused her. Paralyzed by her own confusion, she doesn’t try to stop him any longer. She feels better this time and begins to indulge herself into it. She doesn’t expect too much, as long as Gu Zechen knows that the woman he sleeps with is Su Ni, she is contented.

Thinking of this, Su Ni presses herself closer against Gu Zechen and hugs his neck and begins to kiss him back. Gu Zechen greedily and overbearingly takes her in his arms tightly, which almost suffocates her.

“Zechen”, Su Ni calls out emotionally. Feeling he grows erratic in his movements, more and more desperate and intense, suddenly she becomes a little scared.

She hasn’t expected Gu Zechen to come back tonight, so she doesn’t take any medicine. Even though she has some feeling now, her body doesn’t respond accordingly. Her health hasn’t fully recovered yet, but this drunken man is totally unaware of that. Su Ni is at a loss what to do, but she knows that all she can do is to bite her teeth to accept what is inevitable.

When Gu Zechen approaches her, Su Ni grips the sheets tightly and grits her teeth as if waiting for the punishment.

“Baby, take it easy.” He suddenly bends his body and shows a smile to Su Ni.

A word of love makes Su Ni’s body relaxed completely. She looks at Gu Zechen gratefully. The love in her eyes grows thicker. Gu Zechen is still smiling at her. When he enters, he kisses her to relieve her tension. As expected, it is not painful.

Su Ni let out a sigh of relief.

Suddenly, the man on top of her suddenly stops and leans on her motionless, which makes her almost out of breath. Su Ni looks at him suspiciously, but he stares straight at her painfully.

“Zechen…” Su Ni panicks and calls him worriedly.

“You are not…..” He says.

Then, Gu Zechen gives up. He gets off from Su Ni, covering his head with the blanket.

Panicked, Su Ni is totally at a loss now. She quickly approaches him and tries to pull Gu Zechen into her arms. But Gu Zechen, who is under the blanket, keeps repeating, “No… No, you’re not her. You’re not Wan’er.”

What this man says is like thunder from a clear sky. Su Ni’s hand is still on the blanket, but she has no courage to lift it. All the disguises and self-deception seem to disintegrate at this moment. Su Ni cries.

She remembers Gu Zechen’s face when he gave her the dress this morning. She remembers what ESHINE said to her at the party. She remembers how Gu Zechen jumped away from her just now.

It seems that all of memory can’t be erased and forgotten no matter how hard she tries to persuade her by reminding herself how Gu Zechen protected her in front of ESHINE.

The man beside her gradually quiets down and begins to snore. His eyebrows are always tightly furrowed. Even in his sleep, Gu Zechen is unhappy.